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Farewell Summer, You Were Terrible

I can't really decide if these posts are therapeutic, narcissistic or just completely self serving. So many things have happened the last couple of months, I am a little terrified, that the Lifetime movie that is my life will lose some of its emotion and I will forget the intimate details and how I truly felt at this time. On the upside, when we do finally become parents yes, these feelings will go far far away. Though, a little part of me wants to keep this empty feeling as close to me as possible so I will never forget and it will keep me strong (and maybe a little bit of a better writer).

So here we are three months later, and today a new season began. If you have no idea why I would like the summer of 2015 to sod off, please see here. With each new season brings new beginnings and maybe the fact that Fall is my favorite will bring us some luck. We are still on our journey, with some hopefuls, followed by astonishing shitshow chain of events with each one more crazy than the other. Have I mentioned the system is completely flawed? But undaunted we push on and dodge the bombs that have been thrown our way over these last three months.

This week has been interesting. Not that I think that everything is all about me, but there are people out there that suck at math way more than I could ever could. I said we were due in June. It is the end of September. Anyone see a baby? So why are you asking me how said child is? Three different times this week. I know I am being a little mean, but seriously, its a lot to smile brightly and tell the three sentence story. My favorite one was my mail lady, full of good intention saw me cleaning the garage and asked how my nesting was coming along? Not much longer now, she said, huh! I guess she saw the Enfamil samples in the mailbox and forgot the golden rule of assumption. Its full of innocence but it certainly doesn't hurt any less. I also think that is illegal for her to remember what it is in my mail, ha ha!

Thanks to Bealls, Target and Macys for letting me take back newborn girl clothes (twice), then toddler and infant clothes and then newborn boy clothes back with no questions. That back room that still remains shut, now resembles one hell of a pop up store. Sadly, I am in no mood to be philanthropic and donate what I have because instead of being gifted, I picked every thing out myself, love it all very much and hold on to hope that when this happens, I will be so so ready!

Thanks to my gorgeous loving friends. God I love them so much. They have been such a great source of strength for me.

Bring it Fall! We are ready!

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Introducing Okeechobee Music and Arts Festival

Introducing the Okeechobee Music and Arts Festival, the premiere new camping festival to take place on a magical site near Florida's Lake Okeechobee.

It's a three day gathering to feature over 80 artists, bands and DJs performing across five unique stages.

Highlights to include dusk to dawn electronic music stage and once in a lifetime artist collaborations.

There will be a wide range of attractions including a lakeside swimming beach bar, Florida's finest food and craft beer purveyors and much more!

OKEECHOBEE MUSIC & ARTS FESTIVAL SET FOR MARCH 4-6, 2016 AT FLORIDA’S SUNSHINE GROVE
 
Early details of a major new festival experience that will take place just outside Florida’s magnificent Lake Okeechobee have been announced. Slated for March 4th – 6th, 2016, Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival will be Florida’s biggest ever camping festival, with an extraordinary multi-genre bill boasting more than 80 artists, bands, and DJs from around the globe performing across five diverse stages. Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival, an independently produced event, will be highlighted by a dusk-til-dawn stage showcasing the world’s top electronic artists as well as a series of once-in-a-lifetime artist collaborations produced by the creative force behind the world famous Bonnaroo SuperJam. An initial artist line-up will be announced soon – for updates, please see www.okeechobeefest.com.

Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival is presented by Soundslinger, LLC, a team of all-star concert promoters and producers with credits spanning Manchester, TN’s Bonnaroo Music & Arts Festival and San Francisco, CA’s Outside Lands to Shanghai, China’s STORM Electronic Music Festival and countless other shows around the globe.

Centrally located at Florida’s Sunshine Grove (12517 NE 91st Avenue, Okeechobee, FL 34972) on over 800 acres of pristine grasslands, clear lakes, and exotic tropical woodlands, Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival will present creative souls from around the world with a matchless designed topography in which to celebrate. Festival attractions will include a white-sand lakeside-swimming beach and bar, wooded VIP camping areas, and an assortment of spectacular immersive art installations. Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival will also feature a wide array of locally sourced treats from some of Florida’s most popular food trucks, craft beer makers, and artisanal purveyors. Environmental and other socially conscious campaigns will be presented, as well as yoga, meditation, and holistic workshops instructed by world-renowned body workers.

“We believe that the festival culture in the US is at a crossroads,” says Soundslinger COO/Chief Creative Officer Paul Peck, who helped launch and develop Bonnaroo. “People are looking for meaningful festival experiences and events where they can connect with a true sense of inspiration and community. Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival will offer something truly special. Sunshine Grove is the most naturally beautiful festival site in the country and we‘re transforming it into a magical new world of music, food, art, and creativity. I can't wait to share with fans what we're cooking up.”

Fans are invited to sign up for e-mail updates at www.okeechobeefest.com.

ABOUT SOUNDSLINGER, LLC
Soundslinger LLC was established for the primary purpose of producing the Okeechobee Music & Arts Festival at Sunshine Grove in Okeechobee County, Florida. Company principals include Steve Sybesma (CEO), Clifford Rosen (Co-CEO), Paul Peck (COO) and Jim Tobin (Project Manager). Steve Sybesma, a 42-year concert industry veteran, is the Former co-owner of Sunshine Promotions, co-owner/founder of Deer Creek Music Center, Polaris Amphitheater, the Murat Theater, The Louisville Palace, and TourDesign, CEO of China West Entertainment, and co-owner/creator of A2LiVE and Storm Electronic Music Festival, Shanghai. Clifford Rosen is a successful real estate developer and was the primary developer of the Sunshine Grove property. Paul Peck helped launch the Bonnaroo Music & Arts Festival in Manchester TN, was the creative force behind the Bonnaroo “Superjams” and has been a key member of its booking and programming team for the past 13 years. Jim Tobin, a leading festival planner and operations expert who has helped to produce more than 68 major festivals worldwide, will oversee and manage site planning and operations.

info@okeechobeefest.com

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That's What Makes Me So Nice

I think if I do nothing well, I have to learn to be a nice person in business. I assure you that I am but I want to make a huge conscious effort to be kind to other women in business that face the same battle that I do when they work for themselves. This effort is genuine, I just want to work on continuing to create the habit so that others may think and pay it forward. It is the right thing to do to tell another woman that they are killing it in their craft. They need to hear it, they need to be empowered, and more people need to recognize their efforts.

Luckily, FINALLY there are a bunch of women that are striking gold in our little Daytona beach area. It was getting lonely just Nada and I (ha ha she reads my blog now). I spent the weekend taking stock of the local Nice Girls and will continue to focus energy there, instead of the mean girls who look for nothing better than to drag down, instead of lift up.

The list of the area's Most Influential Women is coming out soon but I am creating my own list of ladies that will take this area by storm. That list, although is nice to be on...doesn't really have a pulse on the entrepreneurial spirit that I am talking about.

"That's What Make Me So Nice" is my favorite quote in the play Wicked. It is nice to be nice. Won't you join me?

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Ormond Restaurant Week

Very excited to support Ormond Restaurant Week. Great restaurants like Frappes Italian Grill, La's Bistro, Grind Gastropub, 31 Supper Club and more will be giving Ormond Beach residents (and more) the chance to have a night out without breaking the bank. Brilliant! Of course the very cool S.R. Perrott and Ormond Mainstreet are on board as sponsors. This should be a great week!

The first annual Ormond Restaurant Week will be a week-long celebration of local cuisine. Participating restaurants will offer a select prix fixe menu offering a two-course lunch for $15 & a three-course dinner for $30 in addition to their regular menu. No tickets or passes are required. It’s simple, dine out at as many participating restaurants as you’d like during the week of September 21st – 27th!

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Fall Bucket List

I was reading yesterday on my Lazy Labor Day, on Pop Sugar their Fall Bucket List. Sometimes if you put it on paper (or on a screen) it will come to fruition.

1. Stay Inspired. Sometimes its hard when you lose your way. You get busy and you wake up and its September.

2. Buy a pair of great pair of boots. My husband likes when I wear boots, yet I have only one or so pairs. I am coveting these Tory Burch ones!

3. Speaking of fashion, I am gonna make a serious effort to get back to being fashionable instead of comfortable and frumpy. Its so hard to do when you work for yourself and at home and its chilly out.

4. Very excited to do some more big city big minded stuff with The High Heel Coalition. My very sweet friend Rina and I are going to do this project to kick off the new year. I think that people are gonna be really into it and its for a great cause! Tickets are now on sale!

5. Remember that this to shall pass. With each new season brings new hope blah blah blah. Oh and believing the prophetic crap that you write. That would be on the top of my bucket list every season.

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WORC Fashion Show

Check out our list of models for the show:

Charlie Lydecker, Brown & Brown, Inc. Executive
Mike and Angie Skinner, Retired NASCAR driver and Council on Aging Executive
Carrie Register, Emmert Eyewear Owner and President
Nada Manley , Style Writer for the News-Journal and Owner of Beauty Mommy
Alexis Lenssen, Raymond James Investments
Priscilla Chanfrau, Council on Aging Executive
Caroline Rand, Brown & Brown, Inc.
Hari and Jennefer Pulapaka, Award-winning Cress Restaurant
John Mark Adkison, ERAU Assistant Director of Athletics
Kahlin Grant, Synergy Billing
Linda Bradley-Thacker, UCF Daytona Beach Vice President
Ryan Ridder, DSC Head Basketball Coach
Edith Shelley, Halifax Health Community and Governmental Relations
Janet Long, Associated Dermatologists
Pat Rice, Daytona Beach News-Journal Editor
Bob Coleman, retired FPL Executive
Bobbi Coleman, Community leader
Mike McKee, File-Tech LLC Owner and President
Daryl Tol, Florida Hospital CEO
Matthew Mitchell, Attorney with Rue & Ziffra
David Sweat, Attorney with Rue & Zifra
Laura Gilvary, Intracoastal Bank Vice President
Jaye Patel, Realtor
Mark Watts, Attorney with Cobb Cole PA

Don't wait, tickets and sponsorships are available now, get them while they last!
Contact Kelly Ferguson, (386) 274-6474, ext 17 or email kferguson@worcinc.org.

All proceeds benefit WORC in providing services to adults with disabilities!

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Three Things I'm Obsessing Over This Fall

Pleasssse Fall come quickly, I know that it is a 48 hour window in Florida but I am sure looking forward to some cooler temperatures! It has been a long summer on so many levels, I am ready to break out the fall frame of mind. It is my favorite holiday!

Rebecca Minkoff Julian Backpack

I am loving my new backpack that I picked up yesterday while shopping. I was in Orlando, so when in Rome. One must go shop. Well, when anywhere but sometimes I need to make it sound better.

Adult Coloring Book: Stress Relieving Patterns

I don't know if you know this about me, but I lead a very stressful world. Mostly self imposed but still. This is such a fun concept that I am wrapping my entire being around, Adult coloring books are gaining popularity for true stress relief. Check out this article to let you know I am not the only one.

I have a feeling this book is gonna give me a lot of inspiration to manage my time better.

What are you looking forward this fall?

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It's Easy To Be Inspired By Champagne

I am pretty big on women empowerment, especially when there is a lot of people out there that don't share your enthusiasm of trying to be great. You may have mean girl that says "Are you still doing that BLOG thing" Which you can freely say, yes bitch...you mean my successful social media ad agency that is in year five? Or that confused aunt that says "Now, what is it exactly that you do, however will you make a living? (see above minus the bitch tag).

When you can't find enough of an army, jumping on social media is a great way to get support.

I have been following Cara Alwill Leyba for a couple of years now, after she liked a photo on my Instagram (tagged #champagne of course). Pretty much anyone who names their brand The Champagne Diet is destined to become my instant social media BFF. It is with good reason, because she is so much more than bubbles. She is a successful Life Coach, an author of best selling status and really understands what it is like to be a #GirlBoss and did I mention that she also resides in my most favorite city on the Planet?

Cara released her fourth book Girl Code last Tuesday and for the first time in I don't know...ever, I ordered the physical book, the Kindle version will be along in a couple of weeks but I could not wait to be inspired.

Hopefully she will inspire you too, we need more girls like her in our area. Cheers!

Follow Cara on

web | instagram | twitter | periscope | facebook

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Get your free Jet Membership here!

I'm very excited to do a fun giveaway today. A free year of the new shopping site Jet.

Use the code, LITTLEBLOG, is active and ready to share. It is good for exactly 25 redemptions and expires 8/18/2015. No matter when you redeem it, it is good for a free 1-year membership to Jet, worth $49.99.

Here is an article from Time magazine that explains the program, will this be the "next" Amazon?

Everything You Need To Know About Amazon’s New Rival Jet.com

Check out this fun video that describes it in detail! Get on the train before anyone else!

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Are you there, Darlynn? It's Me, Judy Blume

Today my day started off with a bang with a tweet from my favorite author Judy Blume. God, I love Twitter. Her latest book In the Unlikely Event is very well written, is quite a page turner and is exactly what you would expect what your childhood hero would pen.

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COA presents The Vineyard at The Shores

The Council on Aging in Volusia County has a fun NEW Wine Auction that will take place on Friday, August 14th at the Shores from 6-9pm. It will be a gourmet food & wine event paired with an auction of unique wines benefiting the COA. You don’t want to miss out and it’s only for 60 couples so it’s very limited.

If you wish to purchase your tickets right now, click here.

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Asparagus, Goat Cheese, Shrimp Risotto + 14 Hands Wine

Although it is Africa hot, it has been very very rainy and everyone is craving comfort food. This is my favorite risotto recipe, not my absolute favorite but that one takes so long to make this one is great for a quick delicious meal. Thanks to the website LaaLoosh, it is Weight Watchers friendly coming in with just 6 points. This is hard to believe, the goat cheese makes it tastes so decadent, you won't believe it!

Find the recipe here. I cooked the shrimp separately and threw it in at the end. Enjoy!

I chose to pair this with 14 Hands Chardonnay. I think goat cheese and shrimp with a white wine is the way to go. This Chardonnay offers bright aromas of apples and pears with a touch of caramel and spice. Elegant fruit flavors give way to hints of butter and vanilla, ending with a juicy finish.

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Daytona International Speedway Sign Demolition

This actually hurts my heart, but am excited for what is to come!

DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. – The Daytona International Speedway identification sign, which stands 57 feet tall and 48 feet wide along International Speedway Boulevard, was demolished on Thursday morning as part of the DAYTONA Rising project, the $400 million frontstretch redevelopment scheduled for completion in January 2016.

The demolition process took only a few hours for the sign, which was originally unveiled in January 1994.

DAYTONA Rising is scheduled for completion in January 2016 in time for the 54th anniversary of the Rolex 24 At Daytona and the 58th annual DAYTONA 500.

About DAYTONA Rising

DAYTONA Rising is a $400 million reimagining of an American icon – Daytona International Speedway. Five expanded and redesigned entrances, or “injectors,” will lead fans to a series of escalators and elevators, transporting them to three different concourse levels. Each level features spacious social areas, or “neighborhoods,” along the nearly mile-long frontstretch. At the conclusion of the redevelopment, Daytona International Speedway will have approximately 101,500 permanent, wider and more comfortable seats, twice as many restrooms and three times as many concession stands. In addition, the Speedway will feature over 60 luxury suites with track side views and a completely revamped hospitality experience for corporate guests. DAYTONA Rising: Reimagining an American Icon, expected to create 6,300 jobs, $300 million in labor income and over $80 million in tax revenue, will be completed in time for the 2016 Rolex 24 At Daytona and DAYTONA 500.

Toyota, Florida Hospital and Chevrolet are Founding Partners of DAYTONA Rising, joining the Speedway to help provide the very best experience for fans through more than 60,000 total square feet of engagement areas, branding rights for three of the injectors/entrances and three of the new neighborhoods.

Barton Malow is serving as the design-builder for the project. In addition to DAYTONA Rising, Barton Malow has renovated the University of Michigan “Big House” and the Rose Bowl.

ROSSETTI, an award-winning architectural design and planning firm for the past 40 years, which headed the design for Ford Field NFL Stadium, University of Notre Dame Compton Family Ice Arena and five Major League Soccer Stadiums, is leading the master planning of the DAYTONA Rising site.

Race fans can follow the progress of the DAYTONA Rising project by visiting www.DAYTONARising.com and connecting with Daytona International Speedway on Twitter, Facebook and Pinterest. Also, fans can see the construction project up close by taking one of the daily tours available at the Speedway on non-event days throughout the year. Visit www.daytonainternationalspeedway.com/tours or the Speedway Ticket and Tours Building for more information. For tickets and more information on Daytona International Speedway events, visit www.daytonainternationalspeedway.com or call 1-800-PITSHOP.

About Daytona International Speedway

Daytona International Speedway is the home of "The Great American Race" - the DAYTONA 500. Though the season-opening NASCAR Sprint Cup event garners most of the attention - as well as the largest audience in motorsports - the approximately 500-acre motorsports complex boasts the most diverse schedule of racing on the globe, thus earning it the title of "World Center of Racing." In addition to eight major weekends of racing activity, rarely a week goes by that the Speedway grounds are not used for events that include civic and social gatherings, car shows, photo shoots, production vehicle testing and police motorcycle training.

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A Night Out with Fiorenzo Italian Steakhouse

We had the most AMAZING dinner at the Hyatt Regency Orlando a couple of weeks ago. This is our third or fourth time dining at their different options but this one takes the cake. The Steak was as big as my head! I loved every second of our meal, our apps and oh the wine! This is perfect for date night or a night out with friends. Our service was perfect and have I spoke about the food!? Divine!

Some details from their website:
Their modern steakhouse experience combines the charm of an authentic Italian restaurant with a refined selection of steaks, chops and seafood. Fiorenzo Italian Steakhouse’s private dining room welcomes celebrations, meetings and events with 50-100 guests and the main dining room accommodates 200.

An open kitchen and pizza oven set the stage for the on-site preparation of new and traditional Italian favorites, fish, and premium U.S. steaks and chops. Enjoy an intimate dining experience on your Orlando date night or settle in at The Bar, where you can enjoy our 60" HDTV along with a full drink and restaurant menu.

In addition to spectating the skillful preparation of delicious grilled prime steaks, seafood entrees, creative pizza and pasta dishes, guests may gather at the Milan-inspired lounge and select wines from our extensive, award-winning wine cellar. Indulge in our award-winning brunch on Easter, Mother’s Day, Thanksgiving, and Christmas.

For more information and reservations, please call 407.345.4570.

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Summertime and the Cocktails are Easy

We are in official summer mode and it's time to get your cocktails for the season. Like I told you earlier this year, I am obsessed with Bungalow 23 mixers! Not only are the owners Florida based but each ingredient is hand selected for optimal taste using real fruit instead of flavorings!

Bungalow 23: FABI award-winning Bungalow 23 premium cocktail mixers are full of fresh fruit purees, real fruit juices and homemade extracts made from fresh cut herbs. Bungalow 23 concentrates creating a naturally balanced yet complex cocktail. Bungalow 23’s creative, all-natural flavors have a unique, but approachable taste profile. Their three flavors are Blueberry Lemon Drop, Pear Ginger Martini and Prickly Pear Margarita.

Bungalow 23 is full of fresh fruit purees, real fruit juices and homemade extracts made from fresh cut herbs; each ingredient is hand-selected for optimal taste. These craft cocktail mixers contain premium ingredients such as blueberries grown in the fertile soil of Oregon's Willamette Valley, pears picked from Washington's Wenatchee Valley, prickly pears harvested from California's Salinas Valley, agave from Mexico and lavender from France. Each of Bungalow 23’s creative, all-natural flavors has a unique, but approachable taste profile:

Blueberry Lemon Drop: Visually stunning with a deep indigo-purple hue, the Blueberry Lemon Drop possesses unprecedented complexity and balance. A velvety texture emphasizes the dark, ripe fruit. Fresh, juicy lemons balance the cocktail and deliver a refreshingly crisp finish. Lavender and lemongrass combine to add complexity and provide rich, earthy undertones.

Pear Ginger Martini: Fresh and elegant, this fruit forward cocktail finishes with a kick of spice offered up by the fresh ginger root. Lemons and lemongrass brighten and enhance the taste of pear and ginger while adding depth to this well balanced cocktail. Just enough sugar is added to balance the lemons and to allow the natural flavors to shine through.

Prickly Pear Margarita: Vivid persimmon in color, this refreshing cocktail exhibits aromas of lime peel and fresh herbs. On the palate, bright citrus of fresh limes and oranges balances the prickly pear’s flavors of watermelon and berries. Blue agave nectar softens the tang, while adding richness and depth. A hint of cilantro provides an unexpected earthiness on the finish.

You can find Bungalow 23: Online | Facebook | Instagram | In stores

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Skip Hop Diaper Bag #Giveaway

Remember the girl who used to blog all day every day...yes, me too. I am back from a slight hiatus but it has been for a very good reason! I can't tell you why yet, but it has kept us a little tied up! My prize for taking a break? A fun giveaway with Skip Hop!

Skip Hop has introduced 3 amazing new bags! I am so excited to do a giveaway with Skip Hop! I love everything about this line and I can't wait to dive on in!

Duet 2-in-1 Diaper Tote

The Duet is actually TWO bags in ONE: a sleek, faux-leather Tote and a removable organizer that can be worn on its own as a Crossbody bag. Combine both bags for ultimate organization, or leave baby’s items in one bag and use the other bag for yourself. From playdate to errands to date night and beyond, the tote-ally versatile Duet is the only bag you’ll ever need!

Grab & Go Stroller Saddlebag

The perfect stroller carryall!
This saddlebag is the perfect carryall to streamline your stroller with extra storage. This handy carrier conveniently stows every thing from groceries to on-the- go essentials. The insulated interior keeps food cold after super market trips. The inside pockets are ideal for toting bottles and snacks. Built for busy parents, our saddlebag makes running errands hassle-free.

Forma Backpack Diaper Bag

The Ultimate Hands-free Diaper Bag!
Introducing the newest member of our Forma collection–the Forma Backpack. With the same lightweight fabric and stylish quilted detailing, this backpack offers the convenience of hands-free parenting on the go.

The spacious interior has room to tote everything from snacks to spare outfits and the extra wide opening makes it easy to find essentials in a pinch. The front compartment includes 2 multi-purpose packing cubes and allows for extra storage. Everything stays in reach with elasticized interior pockets and insulated side bottle pockets.

The changing pad pocket performs double-duty, acting as a laptop holder when traveling. With the Forma backpack, function meets fashion to take you from birth to toddlerhood and beyond in style.

This is the one I picked to giveaway, it is great for girls on the go, but it is one your significant other won't mind carrying!

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Friday Five-Five Favorite Summer Fruits/Veggies

Today I linked up with Eat, Pray, Run DC and You Signed Up for What, and Mar on the Run for this fun Friday Five.

The theme this week is Five Favorite Summer Fruits/Veggies!

Summer means awesome summer cooking!

My five faves?

1. Avocado, I could eat this recipe every day.

2. Strawberries. Because Nutella.

3. Plum Tomatoes, I HATE raw tomatoes on sandwich...but I love bloodys, ketchup, tomato soup and I was taught two Mother's Day ago by my aunt how to can plum tomatoes....you will never go back! Trust me!

4. Watermelon, if you haven't combined feta, watermelon, basil and balsamic...you haven't lived and we can't be friends.

5. Grilled Romaine. I could actually do this in February, December, May, June...you understand what I mean....but it's amazing and you need to do it ASAP! This was my first attempt a year ago, angels sang!

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Big Ritz

Hate to be the bearer of bad news! But bigger is ALWAYS better! Are you ready for the biggest RITZ cracker that has ever existed! Go get some Big RITZ and pile on the toppings because they're only available for a limited time.

Big RITZ, big snacking!

THIS delicious recipe from Pix is exactly what I am going to do with these new RITZ crackers. Salami and Cream Cheese RollUps, could that sound any better?!

Photo Courtesy of Pix Fiz

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No Rainbows. No Butterflies. The Reality of a Failed Adoption.

We were very busy in the month of May and June preparing for a little bundle of joy. A baby girl that we spent six months waiting for. A successful quick placement with a birthmother who picked us to be parents of her unborn child. A girl. I wanted a girl so badly, our whole family has boys. This was meant to be.

Since December we have accompanied her to many doctors appointments, ran around town because she was out of money so many times I can't count. We paid her "phone bill" almost weekly, because did you know that Sprint bills are paid weekly? We got fired from one practice for noncompliance as we begged her please just go get your blood work. We gave her cash instead of taking her grocery shopping because she had to do this or that. Glaring red flags with one promise.

We were told over and over again by her, it will be tough but there is no way I can financially or physically support two children. Even thirty minutes before she went into labor. All a lie. Yes, there was indeed a way, we certainly helped and its soaked with emotional and financial extortion.

The birthfather gave her chlamydia and she was madder at that then the fact that he dumped her and threatened to kill her and shamed her on Facebook. I guess all is forgiven as she brought him their daughter this Sunday, his sixth child for the world to see. On Facebook. SO Sweet.

The circumstances made it a journey of all to be told:

The mother and the best friend, who paraded back and forth during labor and delivery on their fifty smoke breaks and giggled knowing all along they had convinced their daughter and their friend the unthinkable. But how funny are "those rich people" looking up each time, waiting for twelve hours... waiting for what was meant to be, what they contractually spent thousands and thousands of dollars for . What they wished for with every bone in their being to come to fruition because after a year of failed unexplained infertility at least with an adoption, you end up with a baby, right?

The letter I wrote to ensure her we would love this baby more than life itself, because apparently this was above said trash's point of contention.

The charge nurse who came out at 10p and said there was nothing she could do. Please. Leave.

The days after. The horrifying realization that you told everyone for the support and the prayers and now you had to untell people. Asking to not be bothered then wondering why certain people didn't ignore this advice and reach out to you anyways and getting mad all over again.

The door. That remains shut. Because behind it, although not full boat holds so many pieces of what was gonna make your family a reality. A cradle, oodles of clothes, a car seat...the start of a nursery.

Making appointments with the state atty instead of the infant photographer who spent days making the perfect poof.

The amazing friends who call and check in every day even knowing I don't want to be seen or spoke to. Even the girl who I have known for a week that was there for me because she also shared something horrible. The friend who made me two days of dinner and two bottles of wine. A girl I know not as well but adore dropping off even more wine with a note that was written from her soul.

My best friend who in a sick mirror of circumstances stood by my side the entire time, flooding back to what I am sure what was painful reminders of her losses, but reminding me that even miracles take a little time. Her gorgeous son was worth the wait. And, he is.

A former client who is going into my mothers house of hoards and helping me get the stuff of value out. Refuses any assistance or payment for going up and beyond. Because life does have to go on.

A Leadership mentor reading me this quote from To Kill A Mockingbird, “I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin, but you begin anyway and see it through no matter what."
It made me cry, and not really understand why anyone could count me brave instead of just stupid.

My loving husband. we have laughed, he has watched me moan and cry and we drank and we remained quiet to process and repeated. Driving around just to do something but having nowhere to go. We thankfully are bonding instead of pulling away.

He went back to work today. I feel terrible for him because I begged him to tell his work..and normally such a private person he finally did, only to now deal with (I am sure) "the look" and the questions and the "how is she doing?"

How is she doing? Processing, truly going through the stages of all grief but adding fury, disbelief and a little loss in faith and humanity. Praying instead to Karma this time that it will take care of this unbelievable nightmare we are living. Not feeling very brave at all.

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Newly Released Red Diamond Wine, Just In Time For Summer!

Just in time for warmer spring temperatures and outdoor picnics, I am pleased to present the latest news and newly released wines from Red Diamond.

Today, Red Diamond ─ known for its bold wines sourced from premier vineyard sites from around the world ─ announced new packaging for its entire portfolio of wines. The full press release can be viewed below. The eye-catching new label is designed to be modern and edgy, while delivering an updated twist to the brand’s signature red and black motif and iconic diamond logo. Designed to enhance shelf presence, the dark color palette creates a sleek and modern feel, while elements like an updated background pattern, a redesigned diamond logo and font, and experimenting with different colored foils allow the wines to standout on shelf.

While the look of the Red Diamond package has changed, the luscious and fruit-forward characteristics of Red Diamond wines that make them approachable, easy to drink, and the ultimate food companion will remain the same.

Below please find several new releases from Red Diamond featuring the new label design. Bold, bursting with flavor, and at just $10 SRP, these food-friendly wines offer an adventurous yet affordable wine experience every time.

NEW FROM RED DIAMOND –

· Red Diamond 2012 Merlot Washington State

· Red Diamond 2012 Pinot Noir California

· Red Diamond Temperamental Red Blend Spain

If you hop on to Red Diamond's website, they have great recipe pairings here.

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Country Music Singer/Songwriter Kip Moore to Perform Pre-Race Concert for the 57th Annual Coke Zero 400

Country music singer/songwriter Kip Moore will perform an hour-long pre-race concert prior to the 57th annual Coke Zero 400 Powered By Coca-Cola NASCAR Sprint Cup Series raceon Sunday night, July 5 at Daytona International Speedway.

MULTI PLATINUM selling singer songwriter Kip Moore’s debut album Up All Night spawned three No. One smash hits including "Somethin' 'Bout A Truck," "Beer Money" and "Hey Pretty Girl." Moore recently released “I’m To Blame,” which was the second most added song during its debut week on country radio, marking Moore's biggest first week for a new single, ahead of his upcoming sophomore album. Earning critical acclaim for his “high energy” (Rolling Stone) live show, this summer Moore will join Dierks Bentley’s 2015 Sounds of Summer Tour.

A limited quantity of VIP ticket packages are available for race fans to get special access to Moore’s 60-minute pre-race concert that will be staged at the exit of pit road. VIP Ticket Packages start at $150 and include:

- A reserved ticket for the Coke Zero 400 Powered By Coca-Cola

- Pre-Race/Sprint FANZONE access

- Admission to the VIP viewing area in front of the stage for the pre-race concert

Fans that have already purchased a Coke Zero 400 Powered By Coca-Cola race ticket can upgrade their experience with a VIP Ticket Package for $70.

“We’re excited to have Kip Moore perform in front of thousands of race fans at the Coke Zero 400 Powered By Coca-Cola,” Daytona International Speedway President Joie Chitwood III said. “As we celebrate the Independence Day holiday weekend, race fans will enjoy an energetic performance from Kip followed by a thrilling nighttime race with the stars of the NASCAR Sprint Cup Series and a massive fireworks celebration.”

For more information on Kip Moore, visit www.kipmoore.net or go on Twitter @KipMooreMusic

The stars of NASCAR return to Daytona International Speedway on July 3-5. Tickets to the Coke Zero 400 Powered By Coca-Cola NASCAR Sprint Cup Series race and the Subway Firecracker 250 Powered By Coca-Cola NASCAR XFINITY Series race are available by calling 1-800-PITSHOP or online at www.daytonainternationalspeedway.com.

Fans can follow NASCAR and stay up to speed on the latest news by using hashtag #NASCAR and #COKEZERO400. Fans can also stay connected with Daytona International Speedway on Twitter, Facebookand Pinterest for the latest news all season long. Fans can follow the latest on DAYTONA Rising, the $400 million frontstretch renovation at the “World Center of Racing” by using #DAYTONARising on Twitter or visitingwww.daytonarising.com.

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2nd Annual Charity Golf Tournament

Presented by Gulfstream Mortgage
All Proceeds to benefit the American Cancer Society
Hosted by REALTORS Sold 4 the Cause

For more information contact Dan Spearman 386-566-4194

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NEW Wine Launch from Columbia Crest: ‘H3’ Sauvignon Blanc

It has been a lazy weekend, full of laying around and doing a whole lot of nothing but cooking and drinking wine. I got quite the delivery last week of spring release wine from Columbia Crest! Holiday weekend indeed!

Columbia Crest Winery is excited to announce the addition of a new nationally-available wine to the H3 family – H3 Sauvignon Blanc. The 2014 vintage of this wine released on April 1st and 20,000 total cases were produced.

The Columbia Crest 2014 H3 Sauvignon Blanc Horse Heaven Hills opens with citrus aromas followed by a layer of minerality and pear flavors that give way to a crisp, clean finish; it pairs nicely with briny cheeses like Goat’s milk cheese, mild flavored meats and seafood, and richer dishes so that the acidity of the wine shines through. I am on a huge goat cheese, fig , anything kick and have made this recipe a bunch!

Admission: I would have showed you the amazing sauvignon blanc bottle, but my best friend and I polished it off in one sitting (and she ONLY drinks Pinot Grigio)

It is also a great sipper for the spring and summer months.

In addition, we have also recently released several new vintages from the rest of our H3 family of wines. They include:

New Spring Release Wines:

· 2012 H3 Merlot

· 2013 H3 Cabernet Sauvignon

· 2013 H3 Chardonnay

· 2012 H3 Les Chevaux Red Blend

The Columbia Crest 2014 H3 Sauvignon Blanc wine is available and quite affordable for a suggested retail price of $15 per bottle.

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Bingo Night 4 Breast Cancer 2015

Help us kick off year and help us achieve our yearly goal of $75,000 at the annual Bingo Night 4 Breast Cancer! Enjoy a Fun Night with Bingo, a Bar, and Bountiful Prizes to benefit REALTORS® Sold 4 the Cause and its efforts to find a cure for cancer.
Happy Hour and Appetizers - 5-6 pm
Bingo - 6-8 pm
Tickets $20 in advance via Eventbrite, $25 at the door (if available)
Location: Oceanside Inn, 1909 S. Atlantic Avenue, Daytona Beach Shores
Parking across the street.
Have questions about Bingo Night 4 Breast Cancer 2015? Contact REALTORS® Sold 4 the Cause

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Join #WipeForWater this Earth Month

Do you know that every day you clean your face without using water, you save up to 5 gallons of water from going down the drain? This Earth Month, Neutrogena® Naturals is partnering with The Nature Conservancy to save water. Get involved and join #WipeForWater. Pledge to clean your face without using water, and instead exclusively clean with Neutrogena® Naturals Purifying Makeup Removing Cleansing Wipes. For each pledge, Neutrogena® Naturals will contribute $1 to The Nature Conservancy to support water conservation, up to $50,000.

More information on this cool cause here!

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